More in depth about me: Currently, I am attending college. My major: photography. Photography and Modeling has taken over my life. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about pictures or good ideas for pictures. I'll pass by something at the mall or outside and think to myself "I wish I had my camera right now". I always love meeting new people, I like to socialize: life is meant to be lived with people otherwise we wouldn't exist in a world that involves others. Lady Gaga seems to have taken over my itunes. I like her music and just in general I love to dance. It's free and fun. I am straight, but a gay supporter. I don't believe in the whole Bible vs. Gays, because if you're educated on the bible right you will realize that the bible isn't against them. Gays are going to be gay if you like them or not, it's in their genetics and it's just how things work. Homophobic people: get over it. I love to give people advice and to help them with things. I don't know why I love it but I do. If you have any questions or comments: I'd love to hear them. You can leave them at my formspring if you want them to be anonymous. I typically go by three IDs: RaspberryBlack, PlasticFringe, and NecroRot, and now most recently: Estovoir. Like I said before, you won't really get to know me until you meet me in person, or talk to me online, reading this doesn't tell you everything about me. It's merely a small portion of who I am. It takes time to get to know someone, so don't think you know everything about me by just reading this section.

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As of Late at 3:09 AM

Monday, my family and I went to the beach with our four dogs. Amazing. Even though it was a bit cold and walking on the sand froze my feet, running through the water with Bijou at my side was the best feeling in the world. The smile never faded from face. The wind, water, my best friend and family with me made that day amazing. So much better than I thought it would be. Even my mom was smiling and having fun. If I find anyone who's never taken their dog to the beach for fun, then I'm going to have pressure them too. It's an amazing experience.

These last few days I've been doing more and more thinking, although right now I don't feel ready to, I know I need to let go of past attachments and get my head into reality and move on with my life. Although I am not going to say what it is, I know I need to move on and I know that it will hurt but in the long run it will improve the quality of my life. I know that in order to have a life of my own: get new friends, hang out with them more, live my life - I need to let go.

Still sick though I'm hoping that will go away soon, it's been getting better actually though my singing is still messed up due to my sore throat and stuffy nose. I hate when my favorite song comes on the radio and I can't sing to it. That's torture. But on a positive note, it's getting better. My throat isn't as sore and my nose isn't too bad. So, yay, almost over the sickness.

The weather is colder now, this is Florida, where is the freakin' sun and the warm weather. This is ridiculous. I can not wait for it to get warm. On Monday my mom called me (from the backyard) and said I should come lay outside with her. I was hesitant but did so and oh my god was it amazing. The warm sun shining down with just a light breeze to keep it moderate. I want more days like that. That is what Florida is supposed to be like. We are the sunshine state, are we not??

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Sickness at 10:07 PM

I try to limit the ranting, it makes me sound like such a depressing person, so I'll make this a bit short. I hate being sick. The sniffles every twelve seconds gets annoying as well as a sore throat. Singing along with the radio doesn't work well when your throat is on fire. I also dislike the wanting to be in bed 24/7 is terrible. I'm the kind of person who likes to be out and about, but when sick I want nothing more than to curl up in bed under the covers and listen to the tv. Absolutely terrible.

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New at 9:53 PM

Back to blogger. For some reason, I keep leaving then coming back. Maybe it's because I like changing my layout too much. Anywho, Got all my coding done for now. Though, I'm sure I'll see something I want to change either tomorrow or the next day. So, why another blog? This blog is more personal than my Tumblr. My Tumblr is mini updates, mainly photos where as here is more of things I think about, a daily diary sort of thing. Honestly, I don't expect anyone else to be reading this, though if they do and like it, that's awesome. But honestly, this is really just for my own personal use and I don't care if you "don't find it interesting" because sorry, my life isn't always that dramatic and sometimes it is a little slow.

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